by Chris
(Reno, PA)
Your article on self criticism is pretty accurate here cause I can hardly wait to be dead, now I don't want to die, if I had my way I wouldn't have been born in the first place but then that's that an this is this.
I can't stand myself sometimes and I am usually wishing I won't have to wake up tomorrow again. It's like groundhog day I seem to be on hold just waiting for the end to sneak up on me.
I wish it would hurry up the suspense is killing me.
Please consider therapy by: Anonymous
I stumbled upon this page whilst looking at self critical behavior I am currently undergoing CBT for low self esteem and can empathize with your feeling.
I don't want to commit suicide but do wish I could go to sleep and never wake up. I am at the early stage of therapy but it is helping somewhat.
Good luck
You have much worth by: Anonymous
Don't ever question that you were made for a purpose. Every day, even if it feels like a never ending episode of the same disappointments, you have the opportunity to start over and come to realize what your full potential is.
You were made for a purpose. You are needed. We all have things about ourselves that we don't like, but know this:you have a God who loves you and people who need you. Not God in the religious sense that we are so used to hearing about.
A living God who every day thinks about you more times than there are grains of sand. Stop and look for Him in little ways in your life, and you will find Him. He will never leave nor forsake you. The world needs you.
Don't allow anything to take away your God-given right to fulfill your destiny while you're here on earth. Jesus Christ died that the feelings you are talking about might burn in the pit where they stem from.
But, it is up to you whether or not you accept that or not.
God bless you. I pray that you realize your worth in this life through Jesus Christ- not because of religion but because you are divinely ordained to love, and live.