by Eduardo
(durango , durango mexico)
I've had a major loss in my life a person whom I was in loved left me. It was not neither her fault or mine. Life drifted us apart. We lived in different worlds.
Our story is like one of those tragic novels. They are sad at the end but they have so many joy inside. After living it it's hard to analyze what happened
When I remember the good times we had and then when I see how I am right now i feel a deep sorrow. I feel my heart shrunk.
I believe that life can be better because it worth it it even when it seems that it can't. It's just that I feel sad for my lost. But even when I want to give up there's something that holds me back.
All the experiences I have had were so good that doing something again my self would go against of what I learned in that wonderful time.
My condolences for those who are facing major loss. I really really feel sorry for you. I hope you can find the way back again.
Losing Love by: Anonymous
My boyfriend left me three weeks ago after a year of being together. When I left to study in a foreign country, we tried to do a long distance relationship. It lasted only two months after I left before he broke up with me.
I feel empty and slightly ashamed of myself. I tried so hard to convince him to stay with me. I even threatened to kill myself. I still feel it sometimes, just the desire to hurt myself. I feel tossed aside, rejected, even though I know it wasn't entirely my fault for what happened.
I'm trying to find myself again and not to go looking for love to make the pain go away. In the past I've always healed my broken hearts by going into a new relationship.
But after reflecting on this past year with my ex-boyfriend, I realized that we really weren't right for one another. I was more concerned about being alone than I was about being happy. Now, I am both unhappy and alone, and I just want to figure out who I really am and what really makes me happy before giving my heart to someone again.
It hurts because I still love him and I only want us both to be happy.